(( Is it bad that I cried?
I really needed this.
Thank you, quiet place. ))
I still have the tab open.
I really needed this. T__T <3
Oh god. <3 Going here everyday.
EVERY SINGLE PERSON ON THIS PLANET NEEDS TO CLICK THIS
At first I thought it was an error, but then I got it and it’s like fucking epic. 8D
oh my god<3.
I think I’m just gonna leave this open in a tab cuz it’s really pretty…
THIS IS MY HOMEPAGE NOW
THAT WAS FUCKING AMAZING.
This really made my day.
This is was so….wow.
reblogging this again.
do it. Every once in a while we all need this.
forever reblog in case some followers haven’t seen it :)
Saving this page :D
This is really nice….I know its not 1D but seriously do it, it’ll make you feel better (btw this is the song they used in the show LOST, brought me back memories <3)
Note : ignore the Misspelling and how i will attempt to make sense.
Oh my gosh , this might be the only way on how i can explain how much i love you and how i much i miss you . Oh my gosh like . i just can’t believe how long we lasted . to me this is like a dream . i feel like we just did something out of nowhere ! Like . 1st comes the first day of school , nothing interesting . nothing bad , nothing stressful or good . 2nd day of school , oh i’ll follow cindy on where the gym is . Oh shitttttt !!! ” Who’s that gorgeous girl ? So thats what gorgeous looks like….! Okay ! Focus ! Hear her name on the attendance ! ” (3 minutes in attendance) ” NOOOO !! </3 I Forgot her name . ugggh !!! ”
Anton: Cameron , i think i like this girl….
Cameron : WHO?!?!?!
Anton : This girl in my 1st period . i can’t remember her name though
Cameron : wow , such a fail xD
OH SO THATS HER NAME . ROESHA !!!! THATS HER NAME . OKAY .
3rd period. : roesha roesha roesha roesha roesha.
end of the day : awwhh….. she doesnt have a facebook….
who’s isha nigos?
OH SDIOFJAOIDFJ OI ITS HERRR !!
add . LOL .
Dang….. She’s Better than i thought ….
(yes i know i made a big jump into the dates)
Then Saturday , september 17th
OH MY GOSH , WHERE IS SHE ? she wanted me to meet her up near justice ?
(reads text) ” Im sitting down near starbucks “
OHHHH !!! i know where she is.
dang…. don’t make a fool of myself. she’s just so fucking adorableeee !! Oh my gosh …
OKAY TODAY IS THE DAY . THE DAY I ASK HER OUT .
Oh gosh , she’s with her group.. how do i get her out
Jonn ! Cameron ! Do me a favor . get Isha out of the group.
oh gosh . so basically , me asking you was super hard , i was like . So nervous i was about to just say ” I’ll tell you later ” but i was strong enough , and said to myself . the quote i always say ” It’s now , or never ” So basically . i said it .
” So i’ve been liking you for quite awhile now - ”
” How long ? “
” The Day I First Saw/Talked to you ”
” Okay c: “
” So i’ve been liking you for quite awhile now , you’re fun , you’re funny and you’re Beautiful . Isha Will you be my girlfriend ? <33333 ”
” Sure ”
OMFG . YOU SAID YES .I WAS LIKE OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OFMG . IS THIS REAL ? She’s sooo cutee . i can’t stop staring …
is the day i kissed you . i felt like i was living a dream , i was like ” omg . …. is this really happening ” Im like . OH GOSH ,
Is the last day i saw you , i was going to cry , stay quiet because i was hiding my sadness . i don’t want people to see . Then the end of the day came…
I was about to cry , i should realize this is going to be my last , i have entered LDR (Long Distance Relationship) . I have gotten my last hug , i have gotten my last kiss , i have gotten my last time ever seeing you , i got my last smell of you , i have gotten nothing else to do to you , i have gotten my last time of getting close , i have gotten my last time ever hearing your voice inperson… i was SERIOUSLY , LITERALLY ABOUT TO CRY . But I cried once i got home . my babe is gone . forever . it’s going to be one hard struggle for me in my life. 6 months and still standing . this is going to be one hard day . one hard week . one hard month without you babe . This is going to kill me ….
Monday , March 19th , 2012
Oh my gosh baby ! We actually reached the six months , i knew we would do it . i believe in myself , i believe in you , i believe in this relationship . i knew we could do this . i know we could go longer than everyone in Mill creek . I know we can do this . I know we can go FARTHER . and i NEED TO go farther than you . i know i can’t give you a hug . i know i can’t do anything . but i’m writing you this letter , because i know it’s hard for me to explain how much i love you , this is super hard for me to do on the phone . it’s hard for me . i’m not scared to say how much i love you . i just KNOW i can tell you it better on the computer plus i type faster , and i know i can do things better on the computer . I Love you alright ? I’m not scared to say it , i’m proud to say it . I LOVE YOU BABE . I LOVE YOU . I LOVE YOU FOREVER . Always , i promise <3 I know this may be some sort of dream to MYSELF . but omg , i never knew i can go this far in a relationship .
I’m scared to lose you , and especially if you move to another guy … i KNOW that you’ve been telling me i shouldn’t be worrying but it just bothers me , especially when there like really good looking with a good personality. i’m like… no… don’t take her from me . she’s mine … not yours . I Don’t want anyone to steal you from me . because i want you to be mine . i want you to be mine forever . i want to go far with you . Being with you is ONCE IN A LIFE TIME . i just love you so much . i don’t want to lose you . if i lose you , i’m scared to go back in a relationship . but for some reason , IF we ever break up . i think I would only try to get back together with you . i think its the only way how i can be happy again . plus i’m also scared to be in the “Stranger” Area . I don’t want to be in that position with you , its going to bug me . if i see you on tumblr , on facebook . i just wonder…. what you think . If its something bad , if its something bad about me . ugh. i just don’t want to lose you . losing you , is like if i lost someone in my family . you mean the world to me . i don’t want to lose you. If i did…. well… i’m fucked . im doomed . im stuck as a sad kid. it will be rare for me to actually feel happy inside . i feel like it will be hard for me to see the real me again . Its like me looking in the mirror and saying ” is this really who i am…” I won’t ever feel the same . i Guarantee you . i promise you . I never want to lose you . i don’t even want to lose you as a friend . if we are friends and i see you flirting with a guy , or a guy flirting with you . I’d just stop the convo , and just leave without saying bye . i’d be heart broken .
IM SCARED TO LOSE MY BABE , MY BABY , MY BOO , MY WIFE , MY ANGEL , MY WORLD .
I Really am scared .
But oh my gosh 6 MONTHS TOGETHER . I Still can’t believe it . We actually did it , we beat people in Mill creek in how long LDRs last . I love you , i love you to death . you are mine . i don’t want to lose you . I love you i love you i love you. I wanna be with you right now , feeling you , holding onto you , talking to you , kissing you , my arms around you , hugging you and falling down as if we were on grass in a super sunny day . Me and ONLY YOU . just 1v1 together . i love you . you were the spark in my life . when i first saw you . I’m speechless when i see you. I don’t have the words to describe your beauty. I don’t use the word pretty because that word is too small to describe you. You are DROP DEAD GOREGOUS , YOU ARE STUNNING , You are the reason why i love to live . knowing you are my girlfriend , knowing you are all mine. i love my position as your boyfriend , and i love your position as my girlfriend.
I LOVE YOU BABE . ALWAYS AND FOREVER<3 YOU ARE MY HEART .
I’ve lost everyone that was important to me, everyone who made a big impact on my life and everyone who meant the world to me. All I have left of them are memories. You have no idea how badly I want them back in my life, but I can’t do anything about it, they’re gone. The pain of losing them will never go away and i’ll always remember them.